Tuesday, January 20, 2009

BBWP.

Went out for Japanese buffet at Nihon Mura with Yuhan, her mum, my mum and my sister yesterday :) My mum and hers seem to know each other since the day they were born, taking into account the amount of stuff they can go on ranting about. They were seriously talking about everything under the sun! Anyway Yuhan told me something that my mum asked her during tuition last year o.o Erm oops I guess things got potrayed in a too-obvious manner. It's been over sooooooooooo long ago so it's like whatever. We, the four females (excluding my studious sister 'cause she was revising her schoolwork), were discussing about ghosts and souls *freaks out* Scary but.. strangely funny at some parts hahaha. (Suddenly, as I was typing the previous sentence, my goosebumps popped and my hair pricked.)

You know what. I think I just picked the wrong guy again. There's the click but there's not much understanding? Yuhan and I shared our views towards commitment yesterday and it turns out that we don't really like relationships. I, don't exactly like commitment. I feel handcuffed or something. Like, tied down to a guy. Not much freedom? I don't know.

Another thing to add: I don't know why but I feel like throwing up. Why do I feel so grossed out? Guys are guys... and... ugh I don't know why *scratches head*
Oh I really wish Qinxin would cheer up and stop being so emo. She's always talking about death in her blog posts. Can't figure why either. Hmm she's like me, in the case where we don't like sharing our woes with others, but it's enjoyable to share joy. Yeah although I don't pour out my woes, I do write them down and eventually tell someone a few years later. Qinxin, cheer uppppp. You can't die because the world will be short of a pretty girl. And being many miles underground isn't really cool and you've to support the earth with your hands. Smile!

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