Tree. Bird. Flight. Sky. Eye. Love. You.

Monday (18/2): The first day of the week was a bad start since I slept after twelve the night before. The clock was ticking really slow in school and the process was an extremely arduous one to go through. We took this Chemistry test which freaked me out in a way or another, but at the same time appear easy to me. I really want my grades to improve, so I'm working really hard towards my goals. Hmm, maybe not that hard still, because Lee Dong Wook is draining my attention in homework to him. Oh there's this juicy news too -- Guangxue announced that he has a crush on Sammini! (Sammini was absent though)

Tuesday (19/2): My ultra-cute-twin and I told Sammini about Guangxue's confession of his love for her (it was meant as a joke) and she took it for real! (gulity) Lots of explaining to do. Was looking foward to doing homework given for Emaths when Mr Ngoh told me that my Emaths exercise book isn't with him. Infact, he didn't even receive it. I seriously handed it up. Hey, I mean, I hand up every Mathematics assignment given to me ever since I was in... Secondary One? (I think I have STM because I have a really vague memory of my life before Secondary Two /:) So like, either that Mr Ngoh got my book mixed up with the other books from other classes, or that some muthafucker stole my book! I have to admit that I'm damn pissed off. I swear to clobber that dickhead if I ever find out who the hell he is. I know this sounds really immature and senseless but the absense of my book deprived me of writing neatly and with pride in homework.

Wednesday (20/2): I think Hubert should get L1/1 for inference in source-based questions. What the hell, he needsevidence to make an inference alright. Nw Sammini thinks Guangxue doesn't have a fetish for her. Hopefully things become better 'cause I think her heart's gonna break. I've learnt to keep my mouth shut even though I mean it as a joke because I never know when people will take it as the truth.

Thursday (21/2): Took Biology test, which was regarding Sexual Reproduction in Plants. Woohoo. It's the first time I took a Bio test with such a breeze! I guess my efforts paid off for studying this chapter for days (well, I studied a week before the test) and for many hours the night before. I hope the results are good yup.

My heart melted to the radiating heat of yours.

This just feels so good Y

There was a family gathering organised yesterday to celebrate paternal grandparents' birthday. We had buffet at some restaurant at United Square. There was a wide variety of food which succeeded to set my tastebuds dancing, but there was a huge range of food that didn't fall into my catergory of 'edible food'. I don't consume most seafood (I fear high cholestrol k) and I think I suffer from sashimi-phobia. Seriously the sight of people with such slimy substances in their mouths irks me! It makes me want to vomit in a way or two. My stomach was really bloated for the rest of the day, so I ended eating only one meal of the day.

Hahaha did some shopping after the buffet. Spotted this dimly-lit shop which was stocked with adorable hair-bands. There were so many which caught my eye but I just had to settle for ten pairs. Managed to order a DKNY jacket too (smiles like an idiot). Retail therapy? It's the best therapy ever.

Why Not? (L)

It's Valentine's Day today yo! Many classmates got candies and chocolates for everyone, and I seriously felt guilty because all I did was to collect treats from them /: Hm, actually I brought like eight Ferrero Rocher chocolates, because I was too lazy to walk to the supermarket in my uniform yesterday (ugh the guilt is killing me).

Some of my classmates came up with this fabulous game for Physical Education lesson today. It was absolutely fun and somewhat got my heart pumping (it sounds as if my heart doesn't pump in my life).

My face is turning into a grosteque shade of green and purple. I look like a patient who's down with a terminal disease or something. Yes I look that bad right now. Prolly due to the lack of sleep recently. This isn't a voluntary action, neither is it a reflex action. I was left with no choice since I've been born to be someone who has to complete all her tasks.

He makes me do the hula-hula.

Baked banana muffins with liquor raisins for a few of my friends and family members yesterday at Aunt's. I'm glad the muffins were a success and I couldn't really believe that those were my creation. Headed for Aunt's house at 9am, to bake the muffins and help her out with the preparation of food. I wasn't exactly aware that the extremely-extended family members were coming so I just wore super-casual shorts and tee. It was horrendously embarrassing because most of them were clad um, formally(?). Luckily ,the muffins saved my reputation because they were impressed by how the muffins tantalised their tastebuds.

I have something to confess 'cause the joy's building up in my heart since last night. Firstly, I think my cousin, yes the cousin which I actually confessed to when I was in my diapers, (well, not diapers though) is sickeningly hot. I hate to admit it but he just is. Secondly, I woke up yesterday morning to realise something's missing, but my life doesn't turn out to become an incomplete puzzle just because of a missing piece. My feelings for Lemon are gone and I feel free. No more tinge of sadness and regrets. Right at this moment, I miss him, but definitely because I've lost contact with this friend.

Let's go baby.

Maternal grandma almost forgot about my birthday but she remembered in the end :D And I love her all the same

Going over to Aunt's to bake cookies/muffins for my friends as birthday presents on Sunday. So like, there's gonna be all my love and hard work in the lovely delicacies! I hope they like the muffins yah.

Don't tell me how you forgot my birthday.

Reunion dinner at paternal grandparents' was really fun. Received double the number of red packets because of my birthday. Steamboat was delicious and I ate like, a cow. My family members were like super cheesy and they sang a birthday song for my father and I. Awww, have to admit that I was kind of touched, heh. Took quite a number of photos with my cousins and family members too. Thanks all, I love you people Y

In addition, I wish to thank Eileen (the other bisexual) and Jana for the birthday wishes.

Heaven-sent Friends

There was Character Development lesson before Assembly yesterday, and Miss Chew was informing us about goal settings, like how to set goals and how to keep motivating yourself towards the goals you make. So like, there was this point: Write your goal(s) somewhere where you can see often so it will spur you on to fufil it. Haha my lovely twin Qinxin went to prepare for the upcoming performance so Kaining the bisexual sat beside me. I took out a piece of paper and wrote in quite huge fonts 'I want to marry Kaining!' Oh have I ever explained? She has a crush on me! (Okay, that's a big lie)

I had a horribly long nap (or rather, sleep) for four hours yesterday, and various dreams kept popping up in my head because I was taking too much of a break. Hmm, first I dreamt that I almost killed this guy I detest a lot because I kept whacking and smacking him. I know that sounds sadistic but I was kind of happy when I thought of it. If only I could whack and give him a piece of my mind in reality without facing the consequences!! Second dream was something like, about my friends and team mates? I couldn't really remember what happened, but it has something to do with them buying medicine for me. Hah, medicine?! What a dream. There was this other dream but I was just viewing the whole scene so it's kind of stupid.

I was awaken by this ear-piercing phone call from Yuhan. Well, my parents and sister were at the airport so no one was at home to wake me up. I'm glad that she woke me up or I guess I'll be sleeping till this morning.

As for today... I'm sixteen-years-old already!

My day started out um, okay, because I have some trouble waking up due to sleeping late last night. Not like I could help it, because I had seriously too much sleep during the day. I was rushing for the bus and I definitely would not like to be late on my birthday, and also on Chinese New Year's eve!

Qinxin wished me Happy Birthday upon my arrival and Kaining (haha my lover) gave me a present Awww, I was kind of touched because I've yet to get one for her (I was seriously too busy to go out. Sorry love) and she was actually strained up for time yesterday.

On my way to Yuxin and Yuhan's class for cheena lesson, my awfully cute Jin Xiawei wished me happy birthday too. She was darn cute, she has always been. Qiumei spotted me and passed me a present and a hug. I love and appreciate Qiumei the pretty girl alright Y

Chinese lesson was boring (as usual) and we have this composition to write. I find the question tough and I was too happy to do my compo. Yuhan gave me present(s) which is/are from her, Jolene, Jessica and my tall (takes back what I've said) Yuxin! The T-shirt is super sweet and I want to wear it for reunion dinner tonight. Yuxin wrote this nice-but-not-too-cheesy card + a hug for me too. Yingsi (who is surprisingly taller than me and I don't know why!) wished me happy birthday too. Thank you thank you thank you YingSi! Um, Yunfeng forgot that today's my birthday ): Hahah he thought it was tomorrow! But he wished me happy birthday too. Thanks Laoda! Huikeng and Qinxin got this um, 'candy dispenser' for me. It was super nice of them lah. There wasn't any candies in the dispenser, but notes from them to me *heart melts* They haven't really completed the notes, so the rest may be given to me next Monday.

It's quite a long post, but it's worth it because I can thank many people. Thank you my smart Snail for wishing me happy birthday (and a happy cny -.-) this morning! HAHA and my father even went like, 'Oh yah, it's your birthday tomorrow! Hah, but tomorrow's mine~' Thank you Qinxin and Huikeng for the 'candy dispenser'! Thank you Jolene and super-uber-tall-Jess and Yuhan and tall Yuxin for the cards, letters, 39 hand-made hearts, 3 uhhh folded stars (?), 4 folded roses, the awfully nice green tee and for the Stitch soft toy! Also, thanks to Yuhan for the 'Gan that dumbass will always love you no matter what you do :D' Thanks Tall for the 'My Shorts mean alot to me... being shorter than me' Thank you my lover, Kaining (who 'broke up' with me today ) for the handy Snoopy planner/diary! Thank you Chiobu Qiumei for the hug and the pink tee (it's kind of big for me though, but I'll wear it 'cause it's from Qiumei)! Of course, thanks to Mandy, Yunfeng, Jeffery, YingSi, Kenneth, Huili and Xiawei for the birthday wishes! (inserts infinite hearts)

Jolene: Lemon got boyfriend.
Me: Hahaha you mean girlfriend?
Jolene: Lemon got boyfriend.
Me: Huh? How did you know?!
Jolene: You never watch tv meh?

She was referring to the Ribena advertisement where this lemon and blackcurrant were dancing and falling in love! I told a hell lot of people about this dumb but highly amusing joke. Like.. wow, Lemon's homosexual.

Stuck-like-glued.

Taylor Swift Y Teardrops on my Guitar

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's just so funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky 'cause

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see