Saturday, April 5, 2008

If it is to be, it is up to me.

Celine Dion's A New Day Has Come has always been my favourite song ever since the song was played in my dad's car. For years, I've never known who was the holder of such an angelic voice, and neither have I known the title.

Recently, as I randomly tuned in to different music stations which broad casted love songs, this familiar song came up and triggered some memories and thoughts. I guess it has some impact on me which makes me think about situations in life and provided me with emotional support. It made me reflect upon how much effort I've honestly put into studies and life previously. Perhaps I wouldn't define that as extremely hard work, but I've definitely devoted my time into studies instead of hanging out a lot. Sometimes i cry in the night because the pace the world's going is driving me crazy. Every thing's revolving so quickly and every one's aiming for a goal that they would do anything to achieve. The world's a horrible and cruel place to live in, if you consider the harsh reality and hard-to-grapple minds of people.

"Now, every one's competing for something. Education is not so innocent and simple, it's gotta be with depth." -- an uneducated uncle whom I'm acquainted with told me so. A simple remark he passed got me wondering /: There's no reason for me to slack when every one's busy chasing their dreams. Probably, they aren't, but just keeping up with the hectic speed.

Aza Fighting! Y Gogogo, *cracks whip*. (I'll always remember this phrase)


Jang Geun Suk makes adrenaline runs through my veins like a bullet train Y

Anyone could say those words, but they're only special when they come from him. I see the light in the eyes of that only one boy, and I do love the endless rays of hope I see from his eyes.